Story

I Miss You
Morning, in the cold Tuesday so gripping. I go take a shower with a very wrinkled face without passion. I took a dry towel and entered the bathroom. After the shower, I was preparing all the stuff I'm going to take it to school. In between I was cleaning up all the stuff I'm going to take it, I'm reminded of the incident yesterday afternoon and evening. I SMS's with my pen friend 3 years ago and until this moment I do not know how I feel even my feelings for real.Funny is not it? Obviously funny. We've only met once and that was only briefly, about 1 hour. But I do not understand to this day why I could love him. Even that was I thought he was the rebound was not. Definitely weird and I can not interpret all about my feelings even her real feelings. Every day I'm even more afraid that this feeling is a feeling that did not really need me accusing me I do not even need to mention.Daydream was shattered when my mother called."Chin, come later late breakfast first.""Yes, ma. I briefly again to the table "I said a little scream.I had breakfast with gusto, and then set off on a motorcycle to school. Sesampainnya in school, I'd say hello to my friends to say hello and sat down on the bench where I should sit.Bell even rang. First period and the second still looks a teacher who describes Exam later Thursday. Hours after the first and second lesson is completed, do not look at the next lesson the teacher explains. With the approval of friends, Class President summoned the teacher there. After that, our timetable was finished and just waiting for the bell to go home.In the middle-class quietness, I and my friends talk. Then, one child goes with the speakers and instantly turning track. The song sekelasaku friends heard it was a mellow song alias upset. We all get carried away with the atmosphere, we like people who are singing a breakup.The rain came down with a very heavy, as if longing to know him. Moreover, the songs of my friends play it shows all my feelings for my pen pal that. Arrrrrgghhhhhhhh, might I'm crazy. although last Sunday when he told me happy to have me, but that does not rule out the possibility that he also longs to me. I muttered to myself.After completion of the rain, I was carrying my bag out of the classroom and into the class my friend."Hey, Fat. I want to tell ""Yes, the story wrote." He said to me.I was told all about her and suddenly my friend offered me something."Hmmm, Gini Chin you do not have a photo?" Asked my friend."No, I've Fat delete.""Now you go to FB and download pictures now we see caretaker, even though you're not the same curious feeling of him to you," he laughed, "that's caretaker could telephaty"I also follow what he was saying, but I download the photo I do not like the profile photo. Oh my god, for some reason I really do not like the same picture despite his backround was bagus.Akhirnya after I had downloaded pictures me and my friend were walking looking for the custodian, but did not because she was at the gate.
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This afternoon was a very cold afternoon. Feeling bad for what happened yesterday, I had him first SMS in order to apologize, but she replied.
From: My pen pal
we better not SMS's first.I again badmood.
arrrrghhhhhhhhhhhhh, again so? one I what? out that it was actually during the badmood because what the heck?. I muttered to myself, and was so upset I do not respond to SMS me tomorrow.In this silence I even wrote a poem that had been cut off when I had him in class.
Longing
Heavy rain makes me homesick.Will miss all of them and will miss hadirmu here.Mellow song that I heard this,Such describes my feelings about you.Mellow song that I heard this,As witness that I miss you.
After writing that, I went to bed with a heart that is chaotic and still wondering. But I believe, everything will I know when the time is right.
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