Story

Remembering a DreamLast night I had a dream. And I thought it was a beautiful dream. Dreams feel real yet. 7 years ago, I knew a girl. Indo-faced, tall and slender like a catwalk model. We are both serving a ospek campus. At first I did not care about the circumstances. I started hanging out with some of the other freshmen. One day, I see you're pulling weeds in front of our campus. You are being punished, apparently due keterlambatanmu. Then you melempara smile to me, I replied with a big smile neverthelessNot dianya, it turns out we both become one officer P2M. since that day, we became close. Even closer than the other. Wherever we are together. You will not go to college if I had not showed his nose. Kekantin, the mall, wherever, we were inseparable. Maybe it was in the minds of the people. To me, you're my place to share all. Laughter, tears, and the whole story of me and my family. So did you. Include your story is not the biological child of the mother and your father. But, I'm not on your side when you cry, and almost had an accident.A month ago, you're married. With the man you desire. I did not invite you. Instead of this, send sms too, not to mention you have done since I took out the S2 study area.And last night, I dream. Met and had a long chat with you. In the dream, you and me like it used to. Fun swapping stories. Forget the left and right. No matter the time. Even forget if you're hungry. We're beautiful is not it? Yes, we are very beautiful. What almost all of the college deplore our breakup. Something we try to plant for the past 4 years of our study, were destroyed without remainder. And the worst. The cause is very difficult to dust. So, everyone thought. As if we are separated Due to the problems of men. Because of this, because it is. But then, I do not care. The least I do not want to hear what everyone says, that I want to communicate with you. Even when one of my friends said I was selfish in our relationships. I'm sick. Feeling sick. They're too little to know us. Too shallow to recognize you. Too soon to draw conclusions from what happened.I leave this city, with an abundance of flavor. Longing, sadness, melancholy gathered together in the recesses of my heart. You're the most precious thing I have. You people do not always agree with me. You people can always take heart. And you apparently are the most understand me. All that late I realize, to dream last night hanging in my evening. I miss you. When now you're trying to build a home with the person you love. Trying to heal yourself from the shackles of the past painful motherless. And I, was never on your side.For you, cheat legitimate fine. Taking people's work that it does not matter, as long as a little. For you, why not risen a little, little use of persuasion and your lovely face so that the people around you stare, it is perfectly legal. But I did not. I do not have anything other than a strong determination. I'm not beautiful. Adjacent to you, I definitely thought ojekmu. I started uncomfortable with it all. I'm tired of your enemies. I'm tired of people look amazed you. I'm fed up with the whole story. And I choose to go. I was tired of the way you learn, work assignments, exams that are never satisfied with the answers themselves, but chose to answer. I'm tired of yo. But I still love you. Hearing your father's departure, I could not stop crying. I'd love to slide kekosmu, if time does not remind me of my father set curfew. We promised to talk about everything. But what, all is lost. Hatred again undermine my joints. When you've acknowledged my work in front of our professors. Right in front of my eyes. Just heartsick that I think. And I try to save it. And only I know. Not that enough yo. For me it's the biggest insult I've ever received. I do not have any physical advantages. I had just determination to learn. I want to be one of the smartest human being useful for the people around me. Simple is not it?. Yet you can never justify my wish, my dream, my goal. We never see eye to eye on this issue.3 years ago. I decided my life. Major decisions that I weigh myself. I was shunned by most of my friends. I chose keep auratku entirely. Even if I did not respect my family blocked, maybe this time you could only see my eyes are open. Afterwards, I was preparing to leave for my goal next. I'm more confident with every decision. Tears are falling, takkala bleak considering my past. Bitter insults and insults the people for their own actions. I miss you and all buddy-buddy that I have. But there is not the slightest remorse.I'm proud of, so. God willing, I will get the world, because my goal afterlife. I change myself with difficulty yo. Some time ago, before you were married, I saw in a restaurant with your future husband. You getting sexy, with white and rampingmu body. I heard that, now you're a pretty good position, and serves clients with a special top-level economics. I'm happy to hear your life now. But, yo baby. You Muslims. Hopefully one day you were he was kept. Because insha allah it the right way. Muslims lead to a better afterlife. I now nothing yo. Just trying to pursue a life. You are more severe, you have long life make up the rhythm now. I decided to break and meditate, meditate in life after life my religion. Now, I'm trying to be a facilitator for student / I as we used to. I do not want any stupidity as we once experienced. I do not want too many errors in those who are looking for identity, and be willing to volunteer I ceburkan myself into this world yo ...This heart calm yo insha allah. While so many stories that I have for me for you. But I never reach you. However, let me convey God, how I miss you. The best friend I ever had.